Another day has passed, and a new week has begun. Suddenly, I don’t know how to organize my words, always feeling like I need to relearn the language.
In the afternoon, I had a meeting with my advisor to go over the plan for this semester, and it was just as expected. As I was about to leave, he asked me again about my graduation plans. I said I recently had an internship in Tokyo and would probably go to work. He seemed a bit disheartened, as if he had something to say but didn’t. Maybe it’s because of the language, or because in Japan, it’s not a top-tier university, and pursuing academia isn’t really appealing—it’s exhausting and the income is also low.
In the evening, I posted a video, feeling somewhat accomplished. I also wrote a bit, though what I wrote was as bad as garbage, but at least I started writing. I need to keep going.
Sometimes I feel quite puzzled whether I’m the hardworking type or the lazy type. I guess I’m just the ordinary type.